
The Months before the Founding of Our Church
Autumn
1953 - Spring 1954
From
1953, I began a seven-year course in order to make a fresh start in 1960.
During those seven years, I set up all sorts of conditions. In the early days,
we had churches in three places, Busan, Daegu and Seoul. Those three churches
had to become one with me and on the foundation of that unity I had to proceed
to fulfill indemnity conditions. I had to resolve Jesus' grief and resentment.
Without doing this, restoration could not occur.
When
I first began working to establish the church, I used to beg for food. I was in
terrible circumstances but I wasn't ashamed. From the position of knowing
Jesus' will, I knew that I would fulfill my mission to teach the central
principles (Divine Principle) for the sake of the future, which in turn would ignite
a fire in the hearts of countless young people.
Long
ago, at a time when we were very poor, I wanted to see the members so much it
was unbearable. I have feelings too, you know. At these times, I couldn't think
about sleeping or eating, I couldn't be comfortable. I went to many train
stations in order to meet people. I sought them out with a heart of longing
that even exceeded that of a person who had gone to wait for their son or the
one they love.
When
I would arrive at those locations the person would be there waiting with a
train ticket for me in their hands. Can you believe that? They would say they
had received a revelation in a dream the day before, telling them certain
things. Then they would ask where I was going that day. I have had many similar
surprising experiences. The Unification Church was established on that kind of
foundation. When times were hard, sometimes I had no money at all.
Hyo-won Eu joins in Busan
(December
24, 1953)
The
admirable thing about President Eu was that he made notes of the whole of the
Principle and shed countless tears with every page. Because he was an
intellectual, as intelligent as a university student, he had tired himself out
searching for the truth, so when he came, by chance, to know this deep reality,
he didn't just shed one or two tears, it was like a waterfall.
The
rapture you feel when you come near to the truth cannot be recorded without
shedding tears. I heard that it took him a week to copy down one page of the
Principle. So you can imagine how much he must have cried. The words of truth
which could relate to the original mind have the power to make love explode in
your heart and then explode again and that explosiveness continues.
President
Eu's strong point is this: Even without having heard me speak, just from
reading the Principle, by himself he stood with gratitude and pledged to become
an eternal offering in front of Heaven. When I was lonely, I met that kind of
person. This was God's work.
When
did President Eu join the church? In 1953. That was the same as subjugating and
restoring Cain from the satanic, Cain world... That's why I set him up as the
representative. Although God knew that he was physically disabled, I made him
the leader, and we started from there. President Eu was six years older than I
was. John the Baptist was six months older than Jesus. From the Principled
point of view, I had to think of him as being in John the Baptist's position. I
started the Unification Church with President Eu.
God pours out His spirit in Yeongdo
(December
24, 1953 -- January 18, 1954)
I
first met President Eu during a very serious time. I had been chased and
persecuted; I then had come to Seoul in three stages -- from Busan to Daegu,
and then to Seoul. This was restoration. I went to the very end of Busan to
Yeongdo, which is the southernmost point and started from there.
When
I started from Yeongdo in Busan, I was standing on the highest summit; it was
in the most serious time of my life, so it was a time when I loved my
co-workers, my brothers and sisters and the Korean people more than anyone else
did. At that time I concentrated my whole self on realizing God's will. Also,
in order to find one child, realize a family and restore the nation, God poured
out His whole heart, soul and love. At that time I spoke while moved by God's
love and heart. The words I spoke were not my own. It was as though God were
using me as He would a microphone. Those people who came to our meetings then
were all able to experience the spiritual world within a week -- not even a
week. Many experienced the spiritual world within a few hours of listening to
my speeches. It was as if the spiritual world were sending spiritual waves to
the physical world. It was as if God were sending waves of love.
It
took President Eu less than five minutes to go to the toilet and come back. He
asked me to wait just five minutes and he ran to the toilet and he ran back. If
I was serious, the others were serious, too. That stands to reason. If you have
the absolute subject partner, the absolute object partner appears... and cannot
leave.
President
Eu was a simple-hearted person. His warrior spirit was strong, and he only knew
how to go in one direction. He sat down with me and melted. All the people
there were shown the kingdom of heaven. People like Hyo-mina had been led there
by the spiritual world. After about a week, I came out and was crossing over
the Yeongdo Bridge and I thought, "Is this what cars look like?" It
felt as though we had been away for thousands of years and even though we had
come home, we thought, Is this really the house I live in?
Severe persecution in Daegu
(first
visit, December 2, 1953)
What
always comes to mind when we speak of the history of the Unification Church in
Daegu? It was the place of the most intense and severe persecution. If a place
can be said to have rendered "distinguished service" in opposing the
Unification Church, the number one place in this respect is Daegu, located in
the middle of Gyeongbuk Province.
When
I walked the streets, I did my best to take the back streets, the deserted
streets, as a sinner who was not a sinner. It wasn't good for me to meet
anyone. Everybody knew me in the back streets there. The established churches
used to show my photograph to everybody, so wherever I showed my face, people
used to shout, "There he is! That Mr. Moon is here!" There was such a
commotion.
When
the established churches learned where I was, they used to guess that I would
be staying near one of the local churches, and from that church, they used to
blow a trumpet every day shouting, "Kick out the heretic monster!"
They caused such a commotion that the whole city was murmuring against me,
wanting to expel me. It got so bad that I couldn't go anywhere in the daytime.
Daegu
people are considered stiff-necked, aren't they? And once they make up their
minds about something, they will never change, no matter what you do to them.
Stiff-necked people are like that. Daegu was the gung-ho headquarters of the
established churches. The Che-il [First] Church ministers were at the core of
those opposing the Unification Church.
There
was Deaconess Im's son-in-law. The world is very strange; his mother-in-law was
attending our church, but he was extremely active in opposing it.
I
have a lot to say about the city of Daegu. The reason I was able to survive and
endured such extreme persecution was because I had such an unchangeable earnest
desire and hope. What was the aim of that hope? It was to realize God's nation,
guaranteed by God, which He had been trying to restore throughout the ages.
This hope has also been that of countless religious people throughout history.
The
land deserves to be cursed, but didn't God order Jonah to warn Nineveh?
However, then Jonah went away, hoping for the destruction of Nineveh and was
cast into the sea by God. Because I experienced love from God, who put Jonah in
the whale's stomach, I was a young man who had the strength to say to God, if
He were to tell me that He was going to destroy the city, "Heavenly
Father, please forgive them just one more time. I will restore this city for You."
Moving thirteen times in a month
Why
was Daegu such an enemy of the Unification Church? Thanks to one minister who
complained about me, I saw a lot of Daegu. I had not had the opportunity to
familiarize myself with their alleyways until I was chased from this alley to
that alley. I thought that the Daegu church people were saying to me,
"Research about our alleyways!"
There
was one month in Daegu when I had to move thirteen times. Even so, I did not
inform the Daegu church members where I was going.
The
established churches were against me, and our members used to follow me around
in large groups. It would have been all right if I had been silent, but the
family members wouldn't let me. If I moved somewhere they would cry,
"Where has the Master gone?" They prayed, shedding so many tears that
even God thought it was a big problem. He would say, "Do you really want
to meet Rev. Moon that much?"
"Yes!
We really want to meet him!" Then He would say, "Okay, let's
go!" and He would lead them to me.
They
would come to my room and exclaim, "Rev. Moon is in here!" and they
would open the door and just come into my room. That kind of thing happened
time and again. Many times when they didn't know, God led them to where I was
staying.
They
thought with their hearts and just followed their feet. Their feet just led
them to where I was. Their heads were not guiding them. What led them? Their
feet! In Daegu many grandmothers had such experiences.
The crucial Abel - Cain foundation
I
gathered a few members in Busan and started witnessing there, and then came up
to Seoul via Daegu and Gimcheon because I felt the need to establish a
foundation in Seoul. Around that time, I visited Elder Na's retreat and was
chased away. From there, I came back up to Seoul and established the
Unification Church.
From
the position of the parent, it was not my role to take the lead in giving the
blessing. I had to set up Cain and Abel, and then establish a foundation
centering on having restored them. At that time, Un-mong Na and Tae-sun Pak were
in the positions of Cain and Abel. They thought it was because they were
special. Do you know that? A new movement had begun. They should have
cooperated with each other and attended me. That is from the Principle. Cain
and Abel, North and South, have to be connected. The North is the Eve-type and
the South is the Archangel-type. So Dong-gi Pak represented the South and
Seong-do Kim and Ho-bin Hoh represented the North.
God
had prepared these groups, but all the spiritual groups had their own selfish
ambitions.... They didn't understand that their purpose originated in God. So
all these groups that pursued their own selfish interests inside the realm of
metaphysical conception disappeared. God didn't set up the groups for Elder Na
and Elder Pak for their own sakes.
In
relation to this point, speaking of his environment, Jesus said, "Foxes
have holes and birds of the air have nests, but the Son of Man has no place to
lay his head." It was my destiny to experience almost the same thing in my
life.
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